Hello strangers .. my last day at work was yesterday .. i’m going to California today and i don’t know .. i’m laying in bed and it’s super early right now and i just feel like my new journey is beginning ..
I was laying in bed this morning and thought I might miss Chicago trip because there is only one weekends left that I’m free and then I’m gonna be in California the following weekends and it’s time to say good bye to this country….
so I looked at the flights and hotels and I booked everything.
I still really want to go to Alaska but I won’t have enough time to do that :/
So see you next weekends Chicago .. finally .. we are going to meet :) are you excited? I’m pretty nervous :)
“Why is it so hard to express how empty I feel? It’s like there are no words capable of encompassing the gaping hole left inside me. The worst part… the worst part is knowing that there is nothing else capable of filling it. Do people just get used to walking around with pieces of themselves missing? Is that how it works?”—
I always feel empty inside .. i think it’s just because we all are fucked up in one way or another .. There are times when we feel like life is complete too though if I understand it right .. I guess it’s life process or some shit .. we’ll live :D
So I have just started to look at my stuff just now .. and like
Packing is one thing I’m not looking forward to but it’s kinda exciting anyway ..
Well .. the thing is like .. there are some jackets that I bought and I’ve only worn them for like once or twice and they were super expensive but I’m going to throw them away because they are not fit anymore.
Oh well .. it’s just annoying to think how I waste my money sometimes :|
Sadly they are coming to DC on Feb 15,2010 but I will be leaving USA on Feb 7, 2010 ..
This is happiness .. I mean .. seriously .. they are going to some Asian countries in March which means I can go to their concert if I am around there and it’s another chance to explore some new places ..